Another day and yet again I am faced with pain after being badly treated by someone, don’t want to go into details but met her a month ago, things going well then all of a sudden total blackout and then this morning an email saying sod off….or words to that effect. So here I am back to square one feeling low sad and tearful and wondering what to do next. Any ideas coz I don’t have any, just fed up with this lark what’s the point of trying to find someone anyway its always going to end it tears as they seem to love playing games with me. Buld me up and then kick me down…..why dont people thing about what they want before they start seeing someone. Like I said to a friend and I should listen to myself ”all the good ones are taken!!!”